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YY .Monday, July 10, 2006.

i'm glad that i decided to go to the ndp family day last sat.. the performances were not too bad, at least got some fireworks, red lions but a bit fast.. at least i got to go out with my cousins.. and we all sat near jackson, joshua, gwen and weicai!! its really nice to see them.. just feels so nice. deyi band performed.. their colour guards looked cooler, their skills also better than our's.. but a bit boring. the hosts were trying hard to enthu the crowds by asking us to shout 'singapore' when he ask where are we from.. like duh we're singaporeans and they tried kallang wave from us. somehow they appear fake to me.. and no one cares abt the choir and their costumes are like recycled 2yrs back.. -__- anyway we took lotsa pics, found my mom and i went to meet them, we went out a long walk ~6k and reached bugis.. as usual stupid jackson talk a lot of rubbish keep telling us poly jokes.. gwen also as usual eat the slowest.. in the end reach home ard 12 cos joshua so greedy go eat extra bowl of dessert. hoho.

today's nats quite exciting.. esp the guys 5k. sui hui, pris and pam did very well i tot.. at least they were much much faster than me when i ran exactly a yr ago. can see they really tried very hard to kick, keep up and maintain. gd job! i tot the guys did well too esp logesh.. and his brother in ijc, managed to shake off the rj guy who went on papers for getting 6th in the osim run. his 5k is like ard my 3k tming last time and he run so so so fast and he dun look tired aft the race. damn pro i was totally amazed. o.o for the rest of the team, fight on!!!!!!!!

i'm beginning to dislike the principal. anyhow dismiss lessons.. always the wrong timing.. if she's gg to anyhow cancel lessons the yr 2s are not gg to finish the lects. she can always use the sch's resources in better ways to make us happy instead.

finally i sorted things out. there isn't much purpose in getting all sad over maths and chem and definitely phy. getting stressed by the pace of the class and forcing myself to keep up with the rest isn't gg to get me anywhere. who call me want to come here. in the end i tot i wld be unhappier. yep tats y u dun see the usual me brooding over things. ya one shld nv compare with others. mayb its gd for a while only, you know stress helps smtimes. overtime u start to de-value yourself by seeing others had progressed more than u or seeing more gd in them than in yourself. or u're just striving for the sake of comparing at this pt? or for them who dun even give a heck? shldnt let such little things ruin your self-esteem. haha i nv want to be a unhappy girl (:



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