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YY .Saturday, March 03, 2007.

today was really terrifying and nerve-wrecking. was awakened by lingxiu's call, she said she know her results alr and mr tan is gg to call me in 10 min. suddenly my mind was in a whirl, i recalled everything abt a lvls, the exams the questions the mistakes, really everything.. at the same time, i felt so glad for her and sze ling's results, super gd! i started prancing around the house and became very jittery, i kept touching my hp and started to imagine things.. the usual emotions i went through before i take my o lvl results. but this time was different. seriously i thought i put in much much more effort and i was really afraid to get disappointed. but its really normal everyone will say 'chey!' when they know how am i feeling at tat time.. ok i waited for more than 30min before calling mr tan to check.. and shortly he called me back, asked abt my expectations and told me everything.. WHAHAHA so happy!!!! i started crying and thanked him. hung up and i called ys. then dad and mom and sms-ed sis, shayne and biao jie. i meant i really cry (out loud) hai really comforting and satisfying to know that everything was worthwhile.. studied everyday without fail after prelims and did maths and chem 5 yr series.

maths - A
chem - A
physics - B
bio - B

anw i din really bother to ask abt gp but then he said i gotten a 4 (B4). i said never fail i happy lo.
i remembered saying i just want 2As and not to bad for the other 2. but then, i always know to never let success get over your head, like what mr tan said when we did well for a race. i did well and met my targets, i had super gd food with ys.. a fondue at haagen dazs, and going to have my slp later. and tmr, its a brand new day. a lvls is history. and then tmr i'm gg to work towards a new goal in my life and move on.. i felt this results have indeed made me v happy, but also make me a more confident person, as in i know now i'm not such a lousy person anymore.

after chatting with ys and mr tan, i seem to know clearer what i want to do with my life. the closest i can relate to what i really want to do is environmental engineering. so shld be going for that. only by working towards what u strongly feel for gives u the satisfaction u are looking for in life. anw im so happy to talk to mr tan and the girls. and our juniors are so happy for us and i'm so happy for them too! i really hope our results will spur them to train harder and of cos study harder haha. dun think getting E or O is the end of the world, pia and u'll find yourself getting A and B. and then u'll feel damn shiok. i'm sure a lot of ppl have been through this besides me. oh man i feel so strong now! i suddenly miss the cake szeling bought.. i really hope now she will learn how to bake this flavour. happy happy happy! tmr i wanna go eat more food!

suddenly i felt my 2 yrs in VJC was fulfilling and i'm really thankful for everything that happened.. like how i screwed up my common tests and all the stress tat got over me. all the shit was worthwhile..



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