i'm feeling tired but don't know why i feel like blogging a bit before i go sleeep.. days are less dramatic and emotional, guess i have learned to get on and move together with life. though i still feel sad that i'm moving out (i don't think anymore can get sadder than me abt moving hse) and having to leave the dogs, but i'm slightly worried about thunder. as you know she's fierce towards strangers and i'm afraid when the time comes she has to go to spca ('damned dumping ground') they will put her to sleep or smth.. sad over the fact that we were forced to dump dogs.. and july's probably going to some old folks home or neighbour's hse or (spca). guess i'm kinda sad cos i'm not willing to throw away my childhood memory or even part of me. i watch them goriw up and they watch me grow up. all these make up me. and my animal blanket i have since 4-5 yrs old which my mom wants to throw away. and i think i'm not gonna keep anymore dogs in the future cos it's like an insult to them. oh well.. i'm coping with it better now i think, by becoming numb? after so much crying i think i lost the strengh to be sad or smth like that.. isn't it bad? whatever that happens, i guess this is what u call life.
sad things aside, i gonna plan a list of things to buy and who to buy for. if u want me to buy anything for u call me! lol. prob i'll buy some latest craze back and put up on eBay. mayb mark up the price by 30-40%. and all the love i have received, i'm still thankful for everything that happen.. prob this is gonna work for july and thunder. anyone who wana visit them before i move out call me!
YYY
that's it
12:08 AM
Y wh.o?
rox
Y love.s.
the marine life
oceans
clouds
wild daisies
artic wilderness
sushi conveyor belts
coffee houses & bars
Y enjoy.s.
a good laugh
spicy jap snacks
a cold beer
plane trips
a long run
lonely trips to work/school
