been swimming past few days cos i dun wanna risk injuring my knee again, but cfm this sunday run will be painful. the little nyonya show is so sad and nice la, one small sad part and then will cry liao. that may explain why i've been getting headaches in the day. but its really a nice show for now.. today quite bo liao played super obama world and geo challenge.. really got nth better to do. maybe should read btt handbook and nat geog. the great depression is back in the family. how to make her go hospital? the family also facing technical financial crisis, everyone is feeling poor and less willing to spend, like my dad unwilling(?) to give pocket money. lol.
i told ws recently that i'm more muggish than i was in jc, and that more ppl i know in uni dont look as motivated to study which i perceived as some kind of lack in drive. perhaps they are contented. he said 'but u're stronger right?' yep, perhaps i think. stronger mentally, telling myself not to be defeated by this stupid boredom from the need to mug and try to get the best out of it. perhaps i should have been more of a fighter. i would have chose my ideal uni course and not b stuck in ntu. whatever it is, it doesn't matter now. i know i need to think about my future, balancing my dreams and fitting it into reality.. but i'm getting older and lazier.
YYY
that's it
11:52 PM
Y wh.o?
rox
Y love.s.
the marine life
oceans
clouds
wild daisies
artic wilderness
sushi conveyor belts
coffee houses & bars
Y enjoy.s.
a good laugh
spicy jap snacks
a cold beer
plane trips
a long run
lonely trips to work/school
