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YY .Wednesday, January 07, 2009.

i've monday blues, tues blues and apparently wednesday blues. see tmr got more blues or not. but confirm its not something like time of the month or what. haaiiii think i'm just not used to school, still want more holidays.. bbrrrr. at least fri and sat won't be blue days. humph some lecturers are quite cui.. makes me feel like i'm not learning anything useful for the environment.. hai those exchange students to ene like made the wrong decision haha. prob i'll just rely more on textbooks this time round. bbbrrrr. my novo slippers broke ytd in sch. suay suay both slippers spoil at the same time.. but quite cool la i ended walking around sch bare-footed. and..... i couldn't think of much more to nag. just feeling pissed at nothing in particular. bbrrrr

i need more happy food and happy outings and happy things in my room! shall hunt for olive green round carpets when there's time! i need to buy more coffee, biscuits and food. i need to settle all the textbooks required and start mugging peacefully too.

since there's still time to laze around.. time to let some stuff off which is cluttering my brain.. like i dunno what to do in the future.. i have always wanted to be an air stewardess for a very long long time, like a secret back-up ambition if i cant be a marine biologist. then now... like quite impossible cos of family and blah blah blah like the sleazy work culture and stuff.. so i shall work towards finding a good job which takes me around the world! like being an foreign matters environment minister lol. prob smth to do with traveling and doing some environment job.. which leads me to doing a good job in uni right now.. i have been studying hard for this sake, and i don't really feel smart about myself even though i'm getting all A's.. like i dont feel empowered with the real knowledge about stuff.. oh well.... i'll do my own readings someday to enlighten myself haha. seriously, getting degree does not mean u're so smart or smth, this is what i feel right now. oh well... i'll just study and do my part for family and society. someday when i earn enough money or strike 4d i'll really travel round the world and donate and do relief work. dont understand y some people, mostly girls and even guys are so engrossed in their LV world.. dunno what is so good about 1 bag.. so leathery and aunty.. they should wisen up and do something good for the society with their money instead right??



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that's it
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