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YY .Tuesday, May 05, 2009.

exams had ended and i don't feel particularly ecstatic.... like another wave of stress and erm responsibilities coming in. and exams haven't been going fine, by what people something like "cui cos cannot get A or A- right?" the answer is yeah, though i won't say it upfront.. i guess many of my schoolmates can't accept this mentality. perhaps this time i may get worse than B. thanks to processes and eid. so bye 4.5+.. i'll get u back next sem.

anw.. retreat was fun! i was feeling quite anti-social on friday morning, later which i think its because of pms. just feeling very nuah and lazy, even to open my mouth.. like just want to hibernate and have minimal movement, even if it means to turn my head or talk.. anyway..... it does feel great to see everyone again so happily together.. even though sometimes i felt irritated by all the noise and 'childish' stuff going on. like what i said, got this anti-social mode on. so half irritated half happy. there was a mad jam at tuas such that we reached afamosa before dinner.. so long lah, but i was sleeping most of the time i wasn't quite affected. buffet dinner was good so i felt happier. back at villa nuah a bit then go to sleep le, not much of a mood to play around. slpt with suihui lol. next day we had paintball! this time i kenna 1 shot in the neck and another round at the back. the bruise at the back quite bad.. but i wont show my very sexy back even to anyone lol. i quite like watching the progs playing paintball more than playing it. the best part of the retreat lasted for the afternoon and we went to cowboy town for dinner. oh before that we went to animal world for lunch. funny thing is we must pay for admission to go eat our already paid meals. so senseless la, pls don't ever go to this place! thinking of the chained elephant, tiger cubs and lionesses makes me sad even now.. i think all wild animals should have remained in their natural habitat.. we don't have and shall never entertain the thought to tame or chain them up for us to manipulate.. hai if i can i will definitely change this. anyway, all meals are good so i'm got happier. at night we stayed at cowboy town to play rodeo.. i was watching throughout. mavis and elvin was really good. anw cheap thrillss. nothing significant happened later.. i lightened up for the rest of the journey. on our way back, i bought 4 packets of fish muruku!!!! so happy!!!

work next day. went to their headquaters for admin stuff and the driver drove me and a yr 3 CEE girl to the container site office/reclamation site. the office environment was pleasant.. totally don't have the office politics feeling. everyone had their own role to play and nothing to snatch or fight, at least according to what i see. quite heartening to know many graduate from ntu, even the bosses. quite entertaining to see them talk about their hall or school life. anyway, my first 2 days are quite slack as the upperstudy have not finished her IA stint and the engineers are busy. coolest thing was we had site visit! entire site visit. air/sea/land. now i know this big project is very messy and confusing. so many different roles and people involved in this super expensive project. my role seems quite easy now. horrors of env processes revisited.. TSS, DO, secchi depth etc etc. can't reveal much here. anw i'm looking forward to work!

watching this hk drama called 'catch me now' and reading eclipse. heaven!

hope eid exhibition goes well on thursday.. and i hope mom will strike 4D is mothers day present and instep faster email me about the application status.

this is the nerdy intern miss tan. 8)






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