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YY .Tuesday, July 14, 2009.

treat myself to an off-day today, with another $26 gone to see a doctor. prog gm ended at 3+ a.m. for the record, plus videoing and supper, we reached andy's around 6 a.m. for spn stuff. ahay! beginning to feel more alone, more time to think through life amist of the hectic life right now, more at peace. enjoying seeing the room turning orange due the afternoon sunrays.. hopefully sea ex goes smoothly somehow, we'll manage and pull through. and for oc and spn as well. ahay! \/ /\

and finally i'm getting worried about the studies. is first class as important as what i've believed in it? or its just some self-created aim to indulge myself in? doing IO makes me realise generally it just means a higher starting pay or accelerated promotions? i dunno, but it seems like its just like a head start in a never-ending mad race. that's just the most general case. neverless i'm still worried, not stressed, but a bit lost. i'll just do a nice intern report and hope the grades will suffice for an A-. i'm sure i got a lousy appraisal from the bosses.



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that's it
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