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YY .Friday, May 07, 2010.

was sort of stunned while stumbling onto something on fb. woah, i do feel happy. was a little stunned at myself for still feeling stunned, perhaps numb. hmm why? as for the other case, pure hopelessness turning to apathy. haha. i'm happily evolving into a nun.

things at home feels chaotic on the inside. one simple decision to move has tons of implications. me over here, can't control what's going to happen to july and thunder. there are other considerations as well. i'll miss serangoon gardens for sure. life stops here and everything over in singapore doesn't stop as well. pending problems grow, and become significant for one to care about the time it become troublesome. heartache every night. i miss home, but sometimes i don't want to go back to it. of course i got worried and i rather go home in the end. i need to be there for biaojie. should i start finding a home for july and put up july on fb for adoption? ):

after i reach home, time to add some dollars to my account. i will look for a part-time job, perhaps in jurong point. no more $!



YYY
that's it
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