i'm truly convinced that life is unfair, in many ways and situations which you have no control over, but in many ways you can deal with that damned situation. this requires more effort though, it just runs you down, breaks you apart and questions your perserverance.

everyone's optimism is wearing thin now, the worst is happening, but there's really nothing else we can do. "i wish" doesn't exist in my dictionary anymore. what's worse than worst i can kind of imagine it, but i still wish it won't happen.

let go or hold on, that's just it. just a single thought of letting go and it is over. for this i have come to believe the decision dad made best addresses the situation.

no mood for studying at all :p